I'm feeling so numb
It's all so unbelievable
So surreal it hurts to imagine
What it's going to be like
When it finally sinks in
A feeling so horrible
So painful it hurts
Just to think about it
Only those who've felt it
Can truly understand
A numbness
So unforgiving
It comes and goes as it pleases
Still feeling so numb
I gaze into your face
Breathing heavy now
I want to
Kiss and hold you
One final time
But the numbness left me
So painfully fast
My body froze
Couldn't even flinch
My mind went blank
Couldn't find a thought
It feels as though
I've been ran over
By a semi-truck
Or two
Wishing for
The numbness to return
No matter how numb
It can never
Fog or fade
How much I'm missing you